I feel so detached from everything
World is all but troubles and misfortunes
Thrown into a hell before a hell
A lonely night far from everything happy
So detached are my reality to my sorrows
That I forget to laugh and smile
What I am living for? I lost everything and gain nothing
My soul seeking for a little speck of spark
Depression flows in my veins in place of blood
I dare say no one in history have suffered as much as I did
I am nothing and I have nothing
A true nihilists emerges from nothingness
I seek for unknown realms in my mother’s womb
I seek for unknown emptiness in my future grave
I don’t think I even deserve to be buried
But like ancient Parsi of Mesopotamia I shall be eaten up by birds
There is no meaning except for this nihilism
Where shall I go? Whom should I call?
There is none? There is no one
How does it feels like to be detached from world ?
How does it feel like When you have no where to go?
How does it feel like when you have no home?
I feel so hopeless like a fish gasping for breath even in water
O lord show some sign or send a star
I am so low and dead even before death
Don’t Let my sorrows as much as possible to spread like a plague
Don’t put the weight of whole universe on my shoulders
Don’t be so detached o world I did nothing wrong
So detached I am tonight from everything
I feel nothing and inspire nothing