I wrote to professor “I am tormented and truly in rage to conclude that It is impossible to read and understand Hegel”
Read Hegel or give up Philosophy he answered so easily
I couldn’t sleep last night hopeless holding Hegel’s phenomenology of spirit in my hand
How to read Hegel I googled hastily
For a moment I thought of burning that book
Why not write in simple words like Camus or Descartes?
How can one read Hegel?
I woke up this morning with full determination
Starting from first page afresh
Nothing helps except loathing
It is more easy to kill oneself than to read Hegel