I close my eyes

I saw a light

Brighter than the day

Darker than the night

An insight for my delight

In my soul only grief resides

On the heights of despair I climbed

I saw a tormented heart crying

An embarking shadow took a flight

I called in sheer mysterious voice

How cruel could life be in such disguise

Look! how this wretched Innocent child walks in spite

Suffer as long as the nightingale sings under the moon shine

Who will envy my heights of despair tonight?